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Friday, November 11, 2011

Today Is Veterans Day

Posted by on Fri, Nov 11, 2011 at 10:34 AM

Melvin F. Aaron
  • Melvin F. Aaron

The veteran that holds the largest space in my brain is my maternal grandfather, Melvin Aaron, a farmer turned soldier turned World War II vet, who came back from the war a changed man. The exact reasons for this change were a mystery. All we ever knew was “he saw some bad things in the war,” and these things changed him from someone who did things besides sitting in a chair reading Louis Lamour paperbacks to someone who didn’t. Eventually even the books went—whatever my grandfather saw in the war made him unwilling to see a doctor for any reason, and in his last years he lost his vision from easily operable cataracts.

“That’s grandpa!” went the story—the whole story, until a few years ago, when my Uncle Mike was going through some old boxes and found my grandfather's written account of exactly what he'd seen in the war. Along with being passed among family members, my grandpa's journal entry was published in the Clarion County Register, my grandpa and uncle's hometown paper, and it was a truly horrifying thing to read.

But it was also something we never thought we'd get: an actual answer to the question, "What broke Grandpa's brain?" I think this information was particularly valuable to my mother's younger sisters, who were born too late to know their pre-war dad. My mom was the eldest child and has memories of a dad who'd pick her up and swing her around and was a different person than the frozen man who came back from the war. My aunts and all us grandkids only knew the post-war version, and reading this account is the closest we'll ever get to knowing the earlier man.

You can read my grandfather's account of being a medic accompanying the first wave of U.S. Marines as they stormed the beaches of Iwo Jima after the jump. It's brutal, and involves historically understandable racial insensitivity ('Japs' throughout), but I am so glad it exists.

It was D-Day, Feb. 19, 1945. We boarded our tractor and started into the beach, but it was not as easy as that, as we had to make two tries at the beach before we got in. The first time we drew so much Jap fire we could not make a landing, so we had to turn back away from the beach and wait till the ships started to lay down ... then we went in under their fire. That way we drew very little Jap fire.

After we did get on the beach, the Marines wanted us to go back to our ship, for the Jap mortar fire was so heavy that they did not know if they were going to hold the couple hundred yards of beach or not. But they did - with a loss of a great many lives.

The first day they worked their way up and across the first air strip which is known as Motoma Air Field. About four o'clock on D-Day, the (Landing Ship Tank) started to pull into the beach and unload heavy artillery and rockets mounted on trucks. That is when I (saw) the sight of my life, for the beach was just laying full of dead Marines.

It was bad enough seeing them laying there, but when they started unloading the LSTs, the trucks, tanks and all the other moving equipment that was being unloaded off the ships ... were running over the Marines that laid dead there on that volcanic ash.

It didn't bother me too much to see them blown apart as it did to see them being run over with tanks and trucks.

Like one captain said, 'We don't have time to think of the dead Marines. We have to think of the live ones.'

After about a week of fighting, the quartermaster went around in a truck and gathered up the dead, and by that time (they) smelled so bad and were bloated up so big you wouldn't know your best friend.

They were stacked into the truck one on top of the other. And what I mean (is that) he really had a collection of maybe an arm or leg, or maybe a body just from the stomach up. So you can imagine what kind of a job he had.

Then they were hauled up on the side hill right below Motoma Air Field where they were lined up in a row for identification. Then they were left to lay there till the Japs were (driven) back far enough to dig trenches so they could be buried. After the trenches were dug, the dead were placed in side-by-side and covered over. Then they made little mounds of dirt on the top like in a civilian cemetery (and) put a fence around it made out of whitewashed rock. The fence was about two feet high. Then at the opening to it, they put up a flagpole and at the base of it, they had 'Fourth Division,' and right next to that they had the Marine Corps emblem that was also made out of whitewashed rock.

Then, at the head end of each mound, they had little wooden crosses with their name on it. ... If there was someone they couldn't identify, they would just put 'Unknown' in place of the name.

Then when the island was secured, ... General (Clifton B.) Cates dedicated the cemetery. It was really a nice ceremony (and) each division had their own cemetery.

 

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Thank you.
My Grandfather was also a first wave medic at Iwo Jima and like your Grandfather, he was definitely changed after the war because he saw bad things. I don't think he has ever quite dealt with them either.
Posted by thanks on November 11, 2011 at 10:41 AM
Urgutha Forka 2
"I’ve been through two wars and I know. I’ve seen cities and homes in ashes. I’ve seen thousands of men lying on the ground, their dead faces looking up at the skies. I tell you, war is Hell!"
~William T. Sherman
Posted by Urgutha Forka on November 11, 2011 at 10:53 AM
laterite 3
Thanks, David. Anyone who talks shit about the WWII generation (from any country) can kiss my fucking ass. People living and fighting in that time went through hell and made incredible, unimaginable sacrifices.
Posted by laterite on November 11, 2011 at 10:54 AM
laterite 4
^ Not to give short shrift to veterans from any other war, mind you. Our involvement in Afghanistan has now gone on over twice as long as WWII. It will be years before we can gauge the true psychological impact of this extended conflict on so many of this generation's soldiers.
Posted by laterite on November 11, 2011 at 10:58 AM
Matt from Denver 5
Thanks for sharing.

My WWII veteran ancestors were never much for talking about the war, either, but none of them were ever in any real hot zones that I know of. My grandfather helped develop radar and was so far out of danger that he was permitted only one leave to visit his family during the whole war. They reserved that for the guys in the actual war zones, apparently.
Posted by Matt from Denver on November 11, 2011 at 11:10 AM
Reverse Polarity 6
Thanks David. Both of my grandfathers were also WWII vets, and both were also changed by their experiences. We didn't invent a term for it until PTSD became popularized in the 1980s, but warfare has undoubted scarred the participants as long as there has been war.

This is why we should never engage in war lightly. Even if we are victorious heros, there is still a price to pay, and it is rarely paid by the people who instigate the war.
Posted by Reverse Polarity on November 11, 2011 at 11:13 AM
Vince 7
The men like your grandpa were my heroes- the WWll medics. They are the reason I joined the medical corps during Vietnam. They were great men and women who were incomparable in their bravery and sacrifice. My hats off to all our veterans.
Posted by Vince on November 11, 2011 at 11:15 AM
Fnarf 8
My grandfather spent WWII in the Army Air Corps, in Brisbane, Australia, mostly going to parties. He wrote a history of his war, too, but instead of kudos and reprints in the paper he got in hot water with my grandmother, who was less than impressed with his stories of dancing with other women every night while she raised three impossibly unruly boys in Idaho alone.

At the end of his service he did see some devastation, though no action, as part of the mop-up crew that went up the coast from Australia through New Guinea and the Philippines to Japan, mostly just establishing primitive military governments.

My daddy in his turn spend the Korean War in a quonset hut on Okinawa, where the worst action he faced was a maniacal cat who was not enjoying the experience of riding out a typhoon in a quonset hut any more than he was, but had longer claws.
Posted by Fnarf http://www.facebook.com/fnarf on November 11, 2011 at 11:20 AM
Rotten666 9
My grandfather was the only corpsman who washed up on shore with hundreds of sailors after their ship was torpedoed. When he came home he would routinely beat the shit out of my grandmother in the middle of the night, thinking she was an enemy soldier. He ran away in the early 1950's. My father reconnected with him about twenty years ago and brought him home for a visit. He was a shell of man, prone to violent tics and obsessively complaining about the shoddy workmanship of Japanese products.

My mothers father was a bad mother fucker marine drill sergeant that made it through the Iwo Jima invasion and god knows what other hellscapes during his tour. Unlike Eddy, he didn't bring the war home with him.

Posted by Rotten666 on November 11, 2011 at 11:31 AM
dwightmoodyforgetsthings 10
My Grandfather landed in Normandy the day after D-Day. They published a picture of him getting off his boat on the cover of a magazine. He was very proud to show us the picture, but said "Now whats not in the picture, what I'm looking at off to the side, that was big pile of bodies. Just hundreds of dead guys from the day before."

He was pretty much behind the action laying cable for field telephones until the Battle of the Bulge, when his unit was overrun and made their way back to allied lines. He got a medal for telling everyone to keep their galoshes and wool socks on, no one in his unit lost any toes to frostbite.

He was fairly successful in civilian life, ran a jewelry factory with his wife then semi-retired to just work with his own hands. He exercised constantly and went on fad diets, wore a his shirts unbuttoned three buttons down to show off his pecs until Alzheimer fucked him up too much to dress himself. He loved this country, hated the Vietnam War, drank Cutty Sark and voted Democrat. I wish I'd gotten to know him better, but what I knew I liked.
Posted by dwightmoodyforgetsthings http://www.reddit.com/r/spaceclop on November 11, 2011 at 11:32 AM
Gospodean 11
Thanks for sharing, David. Your grandfather's story brought a tear.
Although I served in the USAF during the Cold War, I sure don't feel I've earned anything like the accolades the men who died in WWII did. My uncle John fought in the Battle of the Bulge and, likewise, came home with stories that he held in his head about what he had seen. Those stories were never shared with family. He died at 44, a very sweet guy with a dark tortured soul.

Happy Veteran's Day, indeed.
Posted by Gospodean on November 11, 2011 at 11:41 AM
Granny Smith 12
My maternal grandfather came back from the war a morphine addict and alcoholic. He deserted his family and drank himself to death in the early sixties. My father joined at the end of the war and was stationed at Arlington cemetery. His job was guarding the unknown soldier and attending funerals as part of the honor guard. He participated in as many as eight funerals a day, for two years. It was his one wish to have an honor guard at his funeral. Thanks to the current wars, they are too busy for veterans funerals.
Posted by Granny Smith on November 11, 2011 at 11:42 AM
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My father was a WWII vet - he was a bomber pilot and, when that go to be too much he volunteered for the famous 'black sheep squadron'. Although he had hundreds of amusing anecdotes about his time in the Air Corps, he had nightmares about his service as a bomber-pilot until the day he died. I don't see how anyone could see combat and not be irrevocably changed.
Posted by Schweighsr on November 11, 2011 at 11:43 AM
merry 14
David, thank you for posting this.

My dad was there, too, and he too was one of those men forever changed by the experience.

We could all stand to be reminded of their bravery and sacrifice, and how they did indeed secure our future for us - maybe even more than once a year.

Thanks again.
Posted by merry on November 11, 2011 at 11:49 AM
dangerousgift 15
A very similar thing happened in my family. I had always heard a family story that when my grandfather was shot and returned home from the Philippines that he was too used to sleeping in a fox hole and would sleep underneath the bed in the hospital he was recovering in. This really upset the orderlies so they gave him a sedative to keep him in bed. His mother made the trip from Salina Kansas all the way out to the VA hospital in New Jersey where they had him. She hadn't seen him in six years. He was asleep on the mattress, sedated. She bent over to give him a kiss on the cheek and he snapped awake and nearly broke her neck before he realized who it was. Everyone always talked about it like it was shameful, like he did something wrong. He was 25 when he came back.

He never talked about the war to anyone, although occasionally he's show off a samurai he had somehow swapped out his field issue machete for. It was always a big mystery to my dad. When I was in high school I got a scholarship to attend a 3 month creative writing course for college credit over at CalArts in Valencia, CA and everyone was real proud of me, including my grandfather.

One day, out of the blue, he handed me a giant packet of stories, handwritten with atrocious spelling and broken grammar, ironic because he had spent the last 40 years as a second grade school teacher. I guess they don't do much non-fiction writing in the second grade. Anyway, he gave them to me because, as the only writer in the family, he thought I was qualified to edit them and type them so he could send the stories into his WWII unit's newsletter where they publish stories about people's memories. I was 15. I did it.

My dad and I spent a lot of time looking backwards through his upbringing trying to use the stories to fill in the gaps and answer the questions he had always assumed were unanswerable. In an odd way, my grandfather's war stories brought on one of the rare cease fires between my father and I in the war we fought against each other until the day I turned 18 and he couldn't sick the cops on me when I left. Armistice day.
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Posted by dangerousgift on November 11, 2011 at 11:58 AM
Simone 16
My grandfather was on the BB-43 USS Tennessee (a battleship). He saw many people die on the ship and off the ship. He too came back with ptsd and more. At one point he took out his anger on his daughter (my mother). For what psychological help was offered in the 1950's he got it.

I have a Tennessee Battleship yearbook.

I would also like to point out that I had family in the German military during WW2. My dads mother was in the Luftwaffe as a teletypist, one relative was a paratrooper (lost an arm and after the war the new German government gave him a postal worker job), others did other things and my dad and I suspect that we are related to Fritz Kranefuss who was a close pal of Himmler of all people.
Posted by Simone on November 11, 2011 at 12:47 PM
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I teach middle school U.S. history. We don't officially cover WWII, but as we cover the Revolutionary War and the Civil War we will make connections to WWII/Vietnam/etc because there are more similarities than differences between them.

Anyways, one time I was talking with my students about what it means to be tough and a hero, and how old nice guys we see out gardening, or even our own grandpas, could have an amazing past that we know nothing about, that action heroes we see in movies have nothing on the veterans of "the greatest generation". and that those people literally saved the world. My students just were kind of staring at me so I didn't really think they were getting/caring what I was saying, so we moved on.

The next day one of my students said that he went home and asked his grandpa about WWII. He said his grandpa never really talked about it and that his grandma didn't talk about it either, but when he got asked his grandpa shared amazing stories about fighting in the Pacific, and how one time he went into a ravine with over a hundred other guys and only he and 20 something guys got to the other side alive. My student said that he was totally shocked by this story and thought it was so cool and that he couldn't believe that is super chill grandpa had gone through all of that.

I thanked my student for sharing this with me. This was one of my proudest moments as a teacher.

This is a great thread. Thank you everyone for sharing your stories.
Posted by tmn2 on November 11, 2011 at 12:47 PM
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My grandmother was the original Saving Private Ryan mom with 4 of her 5 sons off in WWII (one uncle, who was 17, lied to join the Marines). She really had no idea who was coming home. I never knew this for years and years and they never wanted to talk about their service. It did damage that's all I know. (My father also claimed to go drinking with Clark Gable in some bar in Juarez during the war but who knows?)
Posted by westello on November 11, 2011 at 1:03 PM
Teslick 19
My grandfather was in WWI and was proud he never drank any water was he was in Europe. My father was in the Air Force in Korea and his best piece of advice was never to try to out drink Australians.

But seriously, this was a great post David. I wonder how many stories like this have been lost because of the fear of talking about the experience. It's a excellent reminder that we have living vets among us every day that need that helping hand.

They can raise my taxes all they want to pay for veteran's benefits, as far as I'm concerned.
Posted by Teslick on November 11, 2011 at 2:25 PM
Martin H. Duke 20
Thanks for this David.

The only danger I was in in Iraq was the very small risk of being hit by a mortar on my base. But for those who experience real combat, it's a matter of chance whether you're one of the people that's able to move on with your life or it damages you forever.

Each of America's wars may or may not have been a good idea, and each may or may not have done any good for the world, but the sacrifice and the dignity of service are the same.
Posted by Martin H. Duke http://seattletransitblog.com on November 11, 2011 at 4:02 PM
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Thank you so much for sharing.

My grandfather was a cook in WW2 so while he taught me to make good pasta, he never shared stories with me, and he died before I thought to ask.

My uncle, on the other side of the family, got sent to Vietnam. He didn't want to go. If my grandmother had filled out the right paperwork (he was the head of a family farm since his father died very young), my uncle wouldn't have had to go. To this day he still doesn't talk about what he saw, but he lives with the effects.

He suffers from PTSD. He hoards, and his house is as bad as any you see on Hoarders. He fixates on certain ideas (like the sod farm he works at), so he'll keep talking about the same thing over and over. He was somewhat better when he was younger, but he's really bad now. We keep trying to get him to the VA, but he'll never go. His wife has given up and does her best to help him get along.

My brother recently had to start working with an older man from another department. He was warned that this man was good at his job, but difficult to work with: moody, fixated, etc. After working with him for a bit, my brother turned to him and said, "You were in Vietnam, weren't you?" The man was shocked and said that yes he had. He asked my brother what made him say that. My brother said, "You remind me of my uncle. He, too, was there." After that their working relationship got so much better. My brother knew how to deal with him (from dealing with our uncle for so long), and the man had someone to understand him.
Posted by infrequentposter on November 11, 2011 at 4:14 PM
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Reading this reminded me of my husband's grandfather, who sat in his chair on the porch when it was nice out, or next to the woodstove when it wasn't, reading Louis Lamour paperbacks that his wife brought him from the library twice a week. He's been gone for 12 years (his wife passed in August). He was in the infantry unit that missed their jump and landed catastrophically in the midst of fighting. The only thing about the war that I ever heard him speak of was liberating the concentration camps (I think it was Dauchau, but I'm not sure). One of the most humbling experiences of my life was seeing this nearly silent, dignified man weep more than 50 years later remembering the feelings of helplessness and desperation. He spoke of trying to share his rations with the victims in the camps, and how their bodies were beyond being able to accept the food, and how they continued to die and he couldn't help them.

You are so fortunate to have this record of your grandfather's history. So many families do not.
Posted by catballou on November 11, 2011 at 6:43 PM

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